hello dreams

my dreams are being more and more punctual and realistic as of late. just this morning i had one about stage fright, being on the spot, and embarrassing situations. i'm sure that i'm not going to go into details, but all these things are prominently positioned in my life.

another thing, i know it's near impossible, but i'm realizing more and more that i have flaws, and just what those flaws are. all you readers out there: you all knew i wasn't perfect, why didn't you just tell me?
this isn't to say that my ego is any smaller, but that i understand some parts of me better.

my old friend is leaving soon. and i'm sad about it. i didn't get it. but hey, neither did he.

some people are better left alone, i think.