water in my ear from the wave pool

ok, i'm back.

i was on a peaceful, and much needed week's vacation. i went to my happy place, and it was so great. it's like wearing a corset for two months straight, and then someone coming along and taking it off. i could breathe again.

while breathing i went kayaking, made lots of food, saw family, and slept!! i finally slept through the night!

now i'm back, and within twenty minutes of being here i had locked myself in the bathroom crying. it turns out no one is rooting for my future.



i start my new job tomorrow. the stress just keeps pilling up. i got a phone bill for $425. i'm confused and hurt.